Can I just say how exhausting this whole Christmas thing is here in Europe?

Since 2- 3 years I’m not romanticizing it anymore, which is sad to some degree, but I know that the sparkle is mostly for children and if you know too much, see too much and feel too much, it’s really exhausting for me personally.

The crowds rushing through the Christmas markets, the adults completely stressed and sometimes even a big aggressive, of course not all but so many. Ugh… Give me a break. I wish I could still have my glowy eyes like back then, but I assume it will never come back, because I know so much is fake as well and then I’m standing at a singing Christmas tree seeing the kids sing and dance and I? Cry.. Contradictory, but can co-exist. 🥴